she said
you
have the freedom to
choose finally
you are self
reliant and you
can work toward
the greater good
of humanity to
educate and improve

we are not puppets

meaning exists
inherent
within humanity

         drivel
dribbling down my throat
and i try to suppress
the urge to gag before
i simply let go and
PUKE
this blackness out of
my soul and walk away
feeling a little weaker
and a hell of a lot
better.